Children Of The Dark Terlingua
Twice In Life After The War Revenge
Comedown Voices Of Doom Viva Hades
Pain, Love & Poetry Temple Of The Torn

 

Children Of The Dark

We’re nothing like you a wall in black we’re nothing like you and you don’t get who we are we’re nothing like you we dare the flow we’re nothing like you and you don’t know who we are In a land of seals and sorrow we kept waiting for the spark so hail your kings and hail your queens we’re different we’re the children of the dark We’re nothing like you we’re true and free we’re nothing like you but you can’t see who we are we’re nothing like you and all the rest we’re nothing like you and you won’t guess who we are In a land of hate and horror we set an exclamation mark so hail your kings and hail your queens we’re rigid we’re the children of the dark For a new beginning for a turnaround our heads are spinning and we won’t calm down we’re a wall in motion oh a change is now walk in the park what comes around goes around better watch out we’re the children of the dark We’re nothing like you, we’re true and free we’re nothing like you but you can’t see we’re nothing like you and all the rest we’re nothing like you


TERLINGUA

Mondschein

Öffne deine Augen wieder oder willst du nicht sehen stärke deine müden Glieder oder willst du nicht gehen Ich lärm in deine Stille und zeige dir den Weg ich heb dich in den Himmel und halt dich wenn die Erde bebt Und unterm Mondschein lieb ich dich ja wenn der Mond scheint oder willst du ewig leben und unterm Mondschein lieb ich dich ja wenn der Mond scheint nie mehr allein sein Öffne deinen Türen wieder oder willst du nicht raus ich schreib dir neue abschiedslieder da kenn ich mich aus Ich schärfe deine Sinne und führe dich ins Licht ich löse deine Fesseln und lass die Engel singen für dich

Never-ending love song

I’m the one who rides behind I’m the one in black when all those colors shine so bright and I’m the one who’s hard to find I’m dancing in the dark when it’s about dancing in the light So come on sing to me a never-ending love song come on sing to me of shelter and belief come on sing to me your never-ending song when life hurts me I’m the one beside the class I’m the one who’s lost when it’s about following the tracks and I’m the one who is undesired invisible and pale but still a monkey on their backs

Heiland

Träume verglühen zu Asche und Staub sie fallen vom Himmel und keiner fängt sie auf sie sind wehrlos verlassen vom Glück im Schatten der Sehnsucht und es gibt kein Zurück Denn mein Herz brennt denn mein Herz brennt ich steh hier und versink im Flammenmeer denn mein Herz brennt und dein Herz brennt nicht Heiland, rette mich Kein Zeichen der Hoffnung mehr nicht sein als sein Du Fels in der Brandung und ich bin schwach und klein bin verloren verlier mich in dir die Nacht wird vergehen und du bist nicht mehr hier

Tag X

Du lebst nur in Erinnerungen und all den alten Melodien kämpfst jeden Tag im Hamsterrad Hinlegen Aufstehen mach deine Striche auf der Liste für verloren und gewonnen die Zeit verrinnt der Zahltag naht und deine Rechnung kommt Hast du gelernt hast du gesehen hast du verstanden zu verstehen hast du geliebt hast Du gelebt wenns heut zu Ende geht hast du gegeben und vermisst und rausgefunden wer du bist hast du geträumt hast du gelebt wenns heut zu Ende geht Du lebst nur in Erinnerungen weil früher alles rosig war heut ist dein Himmel grau in grau und das Licht unscharf mach deine Striche auf der Liste für was war und sollt nicht sein der Morgen graut ein neuer Tag und es ist noch nicht vorbei Denn am Ende des Weges scheint ein Licht Morgenrot statt grau Denn am Ende des Weges scheint ein Licht Es geht weiter steh auf immer weiter steh auf.

118

I’m standing at the roadside on the 118 it’s freezing cold I’m dead tired a haze lies on the landscape and I’m shivering and all the falling stars seem to say goodbye as the rime is gently creeping right over my feet my eyes are following the white lines on the straightaway street swear that after the landing and after the pain I’ll think back of you every time it rains I hit the road now here on the 118 it’s freezing cold I’m dead tired it’s eight thousand miles to where I don’t wanna be but still I’m leaving and I kind of wonder why it was a great from the beginning to the closing scene I count those hundreds of dead flies on the dirty windscreen you changed my paradigm and aspects you’re my passport to fame I’ll think back of you every time it rains

Die Noten deines Lebens

Weiter bis die Lungen brennen wie HEISSER Sand weiter auf zu neuen Ufern zu neuem Land irgendwo und irgendwann die Lichter sehen weiter nur um hinzufallen und aufzustehen Tief in dir klingt ein Lied die Noten deines Lebens deiner Zeit Tief in dir klingt ein Lied und dieses Lied gehört nur dir allein Weiter bis die Wellen brechen am WEISSEN Strand weiter einfach neu beginnen von Anfang an irgendwo und irgendwann ein Silberstreif weiter denn die Uhren ticken die Zeit ist reif

Still

Still ein dunkler Schatten am schwarzen Horizont still im Tal der Engel wo nie der Regen kommt leer der Weg schien endlos volle Fahrt und nie zurück ich bin leer sie endet gnadenlos unsere wilde Fahrt ins Glück UND Mein Herz steht still mein Herz geht ein mein Kopf sagt lauf Mein Herz sagt nein Still du schöner Engel im welken Rosenkleid still UND du sagst tonlos es ist doch längst vorbei kalt ich hör deine Stimme wie durch eine Nebelwand mir ist kalt gib mir den letzten STOSS volle Fahrt ins Niemandsland

Ghost town gates

Hold me my dear I’ll be leaving soon hold me my dear I’ll be gone and lay with me dear so wherever I’ll be I’m sure that your love lives on I will breathe you in and I won’t breathe you out until we hear the calm again of this long forgotten place right behind the ghost town gates Heal me my dear I’m lost in you heal me my dear when it pains and promise my dear that wherever I’ll be your sun leads me after the rain

An klaren Tagen

Ich habe alles gegeben und habe alles versucht ich habe alles gelernt bekam von allem genug Ich habe alles gesehen Frieden und Krieg Hoffnung und Leid Rom und Paris Ich habe alles gesehen doch das weiss ich nicht mehr Und an klaren Tagen weine ich ein kleines Meer aus Salz bis der Schmerz vergeht und mit leisen Flügeln flieg ich hinauf zum Himmel weit meinen letzten Weg Ich habe alles verloren und ich habe alles verlernt ich habe mich selber verletzt und es nicht mal bemerkt ich hatte alles im Leben Zukunft und Kraft glückliche Zeit im Zentrum der Macht ich hatte alles im Leben doch das WEISS ich nicht mehr an klaren Tagen träum ich nochmal von daheim und der alten Zeit und an anderen Tagen sitze ich allein in einem Stuhl soll das Leben sein?

Love lies

Rely on my words you won’t fall apart whenever you’re suffering on an loneLY broken heart I won’t let you down I’d love to pretend the boat in your lake of tears when it all has come to end When love lies love bends the truth and love lies plays tricks on you Rely on my words you won’t be the last and you won’t be the only one but the daylight blurs the past I’m freezing your smile you know where I am deep down in the rainbow mine when it all has come to end Love dies but will always be a part of you love hurts more than all the rest when love dies somewhere deep inside of you you’ll know it was decidedly the best

Terlingua

Komm mit mir mein Schatz und Du wirst tanzen komm mit mir mein Schatz und Du bist frei kommt mit mir mein Schatz und Du wirst lächeln komm mit mir mein Schatz es ist reisezeit die welt dreht sich auch ohne uns willst du nicht terlingua und dieses rote weite Land wilsst du nicht Terlingua ein Meer vom Sonnenlicht verbrannt mit mir stehen auf dem Emory Peak und sehen wie Sterne untergehen willst du nicht Terlingua sehen Komm mit mir mein Schatz und Du kannst träumen komm mit mir mein Schatz und Du bist leicht kommt mit mir mein Schatz und Du wirst singen komm mit mir mein Schatz es ist Reisezeit

Study Butte

I came to see this light again a light that burns like flames I came to see resistance and streets that have no names bring me up to study butte where the final path begins bring me up to study butte let me leave here in the wind I’m back to see those hills again those nameless shades of red I came to see inviolacy and peace I won’t forget bring me up to study butte where my final path begins bring me up to study butte let me leave here in the wind

Radio Mono

When it’s all dark but it grows darker still when the tide is high and your battery’s low when the day seems colder than the day before there’s a little that shines yeah there is somewhere you can go No matter which city no matter how far no matter one button and I’ll be right where you are if you’re running on empty tune in into my show on this is Radio Mono When you lose heart but it gets harder still when the case is closed and you lost your shares when the mountain’s higher than the valley’s low there is one thing you can count on there is someone there who cares


Twice In Life So you’re here in the right place right where you should be close your eyes and the book of doubt and come closer to me Even if you’re scared and hopelessly confused and even if your heartstrings are tangled in a thousand loops remember no moment comes twice in life Don’t you worry ‘bout the future cause nobody knows let’s make it something unforgettable before it’s time to go Just let me try to give you all you’re dreaming of even if you’re risking it all and you’re falling in love remember no moment comes twice in life So let me try to give you all you’re dreaming of even if you’re risking it all and you’re falling in love remember no moment comes twice in life remember no moment comes twice in life

After The War

My Worst Enemy I don’t know what you suffer and I don’t what you love I don’t know what you think you’re my worst enemy I don’t know what you look like I don’t know what you hate I don’t know what you believe in my worst enemyI don’t know if you’re craven and I don’t know if you’re brave I’ll never see you smile you’re my worst enemy and I don’t know if you’re desperate cause I never heard you cry I don’t know who you pray to my worst enemyThere’s no way out of the trench yes I came to shoot you down no way back from here even if your helmet’s all I see no way out of your grave I saved my best shot and a round for my worst enemyI don’t know where you come from and I don’t know what you dream no I don’t know who you trust you’re my worst enemy and I don’t know what you sound like cause I never heard you sing no I don’t know what you hope for my worst enemyThere’s no way out of the trench yes I came to shoot you down no way back from here even if your helmet’s all I see no way out of your grave I saved my best shot and a round for my worst enemyWas never taught to question or taught to rule the roost I only learned to follow fame and bigotry I’ve never been a rebel and never ever loose just die for all my sorrow I’m your enemy I’m your enemyThere’s no way out of the trench oh yeah I came to shoot you down no way back from here even if your helmet’s all I see no way out of your grave I saved my best shot and a round for you my dear enemy there’s no way out of the trench oh yeah I’m gonna shoot you down no way back from here even if your helmet’s all I see no way out of your grave I saved my best shot and a round for you my worst enemy In the end Do you feel good now now that I’m gone so was it all right for you or was it all wrong I couldn’t feel you in here I couldn’t feel you in here in the endDo you feel freed now now that it’s past or do you think back of me and all the words that you’ve choked or what killed it at last I couldn’t see you in here I couldn’t see you in here in the endNow all we know is all we’ve learned endless love is followed by hurt and all we’ve built up just went down the drain cause of all we’ve fired and all we’ve torn there’s no life left after the war and all we fought for wasn’t worth the painDo you feel safe now now that you’re alone where no one else ever comes in this place of frustration in this place I called home I couldn’t find you in here I couldn’t find you in here in the endSo do you feel freed now or do you feel save now or do you feel spent so was it all right now or was it all wrong now in the end So do you feel good now?
Grown There’s something out there A pleasure you don’t know There’s something out there Let the pleasure be mine So let yourself go And share with devotion What gives you the creeps And a sense of delightCall my name and I’ll be right beside you I catch your tears under blood red skies I’ll pave your way and free you from the load that’s on your mind And when I’m done you will know…There’s something out there A privilege wasted There’s something out there It’s your dose of excess Receive and enjoy A rising so splendid The secret’s unclosed When the sin has confessedCall my name and I’ll be right beside you I catch your tears under blood red skies I’ll pave your way and free you from the load that’s on your mind And when I’m done you will know what it’s likeThere’s something out there A privilege wasted So find out what it’s like There’s something out there It’s your dose of excess You will know what it’s likeI’ll pave your way and free you from the load that’s on your mind And when I’m done you will know what it’s like Yeah when I’m done you’ll be grown Wave No Flag Don’t be afraid of the monsters don’t be afraid of the dark don’t be afraid of the future cause I’ll here to be the shield around your heart If you’d go down, if you’d fall I’ll be falling down with you won’t regret, won’t reset cause love’s around if you’d run down, if you’d break I’ll be breaking down with you won’t look back, wave no flag cause when you drown I will drown with you Don’t be afraid of the sunrise don’t be afraid of the saints don’t be afraid of the judgment cause I’ll be here to back you up along the way And if you’d go down, if you’d fall I’ll be falling down with you won’t regret, won’t reset cause love’s around if you’d run down, if you’d break I’ll be breaking down with you won’t look back, I’ll wave no flag cause when you drown I will drown with you I’ll go down with you and wave no flag

 

Arabia Arabia Sister I don’t hear you speak sister I don’t see you seek oh sister in the eldest rite sister you are jeopardized tonightwe see the keeper come we see the keeper comeArabia Arabia Arabia ArabiaBrother can’t you talk to me and brother won’t you learn to see oh brother this s not my war but brother who do you think you’re dying forwe see the keeper come we see the keeper comeArabia Arabia Arabia ArabiaA great big veil a great big tale a great big lie a great big bale a great big veil a great big tale a great big place a great big jail
My Songs Wear Black You look civil now and you found a good man heard you’re married wow that’s nice heard you moved away from this dirty old town to the sunny side of lifeBut all this doesn’t make it easier yeah knowing all this doesn’t make it rightDon’t look back cause a new day has come I won’t track what you do songs wear black now I’m sure that you’re gone so live a happy life all the best for youYou play rummy now and you’re raising two kids and you’re wealthy wow that’s fine heard you like my band and you’re reading my words but don’t let me know just whyCause all this doesn’t make it better no yeah knowing all this doesn’t make it goodDon’t look back cause a new day has come I won’t track what you do my songs wear black now I’m sure that you’re gone so live a happy life all the best for youDon’t you think of me I won’t think of you let’s not think about us that’s the worst we can do don’t you cry for me I won’t cry for you it was true but now it’s over got to learn to let loose But all this doesn’t make it easier yeah knowing all this doesn’t make it right Don’t look back cause a new day has come I won’t track what you do I’ll live on now I know that you’re gone my greatest gift was MONO but the second best was you
Forever I came down the dirty road with empty hands and those sallow pictures in my head I felt cold and desolate and was straying at night but then you came to bring back brightness to my lifeForever in my blood forever in my veins forever on my skin ‘cause nothing else remains no fears and no oblivion but all precious hours run fast so lets make this last lets make this last forever foreverI fought back when I was lost bout a million times but ran out of verdure in the end a man tired of battlegrounds I was dying at heart but then you came to spark the bonfire in the dark Forever in my blood forever in my veins forever on my skin ‘cause nothing else remains no fears and no oblivion but all precious hours run fast so lets make this last lets make this last forever foreverFor all those touching times I thank you love For painting beauty on grey things yeah when it all comes down on me you’ll be the name upon my wings foreverNo fears and no oblivion see all precious hours run fast we’ll make it last make it last forever

After The War (Maxi-CD)
After The War So many came before you, The prisoners of fate. A history of bloodshed, A legacy of hate. But where will you be standing When the battles have been won? Inside your lonely fortress The battle’s just begun.After the war Who will you be fighting for? After the war is over. After the fire Is burning to its dying embers. After the war.A letter from the draft board, Put pain to all your dreams. You’re just another number In military schemes. They marched you in a uniform You wore against your will. With lies of hope and glory, They taught you how to kill.After the war Who will you be fighting for? After the war is over. After the fire Is burning to its dying embers. After the war.After the war, You thought you’d be a hero. After all that you survived. If hell was meant for heroes, You’d surely have arrived.After the war. After the war.After the war who will you be fighting for? After the war who will you be fighting for? After the fire is burning to its dying embers. After the war. No More Fear All the way to a bright world and all the way back take the left or the right turn you’ll always turn in black no regrets no sympathy and no goodbyes when all the roads seem elfstruck until the end of time

No more, no more this life is your escape way No more, no more the worst is yet to come but beware, beware the night is full of monsters No more, no more fear

Feel the haze on your cold heart and taste the rain on your skin watch the sun going down on you as your descent begins no give-up no apathy and no lullabies when all the skies seem endless and access is denied

No more, no more this life is your escape way No more, no more the worst is yet to come but beware, beware the night is full of monsters No more, no more fear

The Promise Saved my life from the day that I met you and turned my grey into colors made of hope a broken man in dire-land until you came and restored so say you’ll hold my hand when it’s time to go I won’t go without you I won’t go without you, LoveYou saved my life from the day that you kissed me and turned my world into a place I didn’t know a broken soul you made it whole so I’ll be there in return yeah I will hold your hand when it’s time to go so don’t go without me don’t go without me, Love I won’t go without you I won’t go without you, LoveAcross the river of hopelessness you taught me how to swim and through the tangle of forfeiture you taught me how to win across the haze of suspiciousness you taught me how to see so promise you won’t go without meDon’t go without me don’t go without me, Love I won’t go without you I won’t go without you, Love

 

Revenge
Revenge For all the little degradations and all the dirty words you said for all the white lies that helped you and everything you don’t regret for being so extremely righteous and feeling outstanding smart for flying now the flags of glory but being dead cold at heart I got heaps of time… one day the revenge is mine

For being so great and gracious and preaching against 666 for touching all those untapped bodies and reaching in your bag of tricks for being so extremely careful when seeding on virgin ground for being our guide and herdsman ‘cause here we lie safe and sound I got heaps of time… one day the revenge is mine

Tired Of The Day

There’s a trickle of blood here in the bathtub spout there’s a lot of ways in but only one way out when sadness takes possession of your heart there’s a farewell letter on the hallway floor written down all the things you couldn’t take no more the lipstick on your face looks so bizarre

slowly I’m falling deeply I sleep finally free I’m so tired of the day I’m so tired of the sorrow nowhere to lay my head nowhere to put my pain I’m so tired of this life there’s no reason for tomorrow I don’t wanna wake no more I want to sleep away There was no river of doubt running through your veins you had to go right here right now today cause hopelessness took possession of your life I couldn’t see it come what now it looks so clear you were a masquerader in the play of fear you went away before it was almost time

slowly I’m leaving blithely I dream finally free She wrote I gotta get away I’m not strong I’m not brave this is the only way to choose and at the end she wrote the place where I will be will be better for me Der Mond ist aufgegangen, Die goldnen Sternlein prangen Am Himmel hell und klar; Der Wald steht schwarz und schweiget, Und aus den Wiesen steiget Der weiße Nebel wunderbar.

So legt euch denn, ihr Brüder, In Gottes Namen nieder; Kalt ist der Abendhauch. Verschon uns, Gott! mit Strafen, Und laß uns ruhig schlafen! Und unsern kranken Seelen auch!


Viva Hades

Admiration Hill
We stumble up the hill with burning eyes it’s hard to breath there’s smut on flame red skies we raise our flag knowing the worst is yet to come no we’re not afraid to die just level your gun

And so we draw our weapons on Admiration Hill and so we draw our weapons now cause it’s kill or be killed

As the last damn four of a thousand we face the end we gird for the final battle as matters stand we fought all for one and we’ll fight on one for all we’re not afraid to die bad weeds grow tall

And so we draw our weapons on Admiration Hill and so we draw our weapons now cause it’s kill or be killed

Symphony Of Pain
Rising high and falling deep reduce me to despair drowning in your sea of sweet demand feed me when I beg for more bale is in the air blink at me and I’m at your command

Whatever you may say whatever you may do whatever you may need I’ll give it to you

There’s blood red rain coming down on your bed tonight blood red rain’s on your face close this dark romance as we dance down on danger lane whistling the symphony of pain

Shadows on the bedroom wall divert me from the truth no way back tar and feather me discard the alarm device sprinkle me with youth close my eyes there’s no more need to see

Whatever you desire whatever you may claim whatever you may take I’ll take the same

There’s blood red rain coming down on your bed tonight blood red rain’s on your face close this dark romance as we dance down on danger lane whistling the symphony of pain

A love that never dies
Through a tempest of affliction across the mountain range of fate through a thunderstorm of letdown and cross the waterfalls of hate endured rain and hail and sorrow and all traps along my trail so here I am a wounded man in search of skies and a love that never dies

I swam the river of dishonor and crossed the maze of good advice I sailed the seven seas of madness became master in disguise ignored legends of surrender and all fairytales of bale now here I am a wounded man in search of skies and a love that never dies give me love that never dies

I walked the woods of desperation survived the elements in black I met wizards, witches and warriors and all monkeys on my back I fought giants, monsters and misery to be back where I belong so here I am a scarred man in search of skies and a love that never dies so give me love give me love that never dies

Viva Hades
Can you hear me? I’m talking to you can you hear me my lips are very close can you hear me as I canker your mind can you hear me my rancorousness grows

Come and go down rig is my religion come and go down and I smooth the way for you

Viva hell! Viva Hades! No return, no escape Viva hell! Viva Hades! You will not see pearly gates Viva flames rising high you will burn and so will I Viva Hades!

Can you feel me I’m creeping your veins can you feel me I’m breathing down your neck can you feel me as I ruin your cells can you feel me I’m dripping on your back

Come go down purgatory is blazing come and go down I take the steps with you Viva hell! Viva Hades! No return, no escape

Viva hell! Viva Hades! You will not see pearly gates Viva flames rising high you will burn and so will I Viva Hades!

Don’t call upon my charity don’t call upon my sway you know my sense of decency’s in a bad way

Potter’s Field
Spent my days on the tramp and on the oceans on the quest for what it’s for I strode the nights I slept in the dark of the arches where all strangers used to sleep saw the ghost side of the land as the sun went down on me

At Potter’s Field is where you find me beneath the oak trees and the moon I nest at Potter’s Field is where I laid down amongst my predators and friends I rest

Close your eyes and you can hear the weeping forgotten lonely hearts can’t make their peace hear unchristened souls yearning for remission and relief the shady side of life and the downside of belief

At Potter’s Field is where you find me beneath the oak trees and the moon I nest at Potter’s Field is where I laid down amongst my predators and friends I rest

Along the streets of disregard and across the eldritch boulevard you’ll find a place calm and concealed here’s Potter’s Field

C’est La Vie
I was lonely I was lost and I was falling in disgrace I was learning and returning with a smile upon my face I ran down the winding road and fell wondering on my feet I tempt fate and won and I can say I had all that I need

When I’m done and when I sleep I want your love to stay with me my little wish my little hope for when I’m cold so cold I’ll keep your voice forever here you’re in my head and heart my dear a pile of slag a melody that’s what I’ll be c’est la vie

I was weight down with sorrow till I found the last resort and my soul is full scars from all the battles that I fought I broke down a thousand times on this battlefield of life I tempt fate and won and I can say I did it all right

When I’m done and when I sleep I want your love to stay with me my little wish my little hope for when I’m cold so cold I’ll keep your voice forever here you’re in my head and heart my dear a pile of slag a melody that’s what I’ll be c’est la vie

Save your speeches save your tears save your votes and prick your ears all you leaguers come along on the day I’m dead and gone

Revenge
For all the little degradations and all the dirty words you said for all the white lies that helped you and everything you don’t regret for being so extremely righteous and feeling outstanding smart for flying now the flags of glory but being dead cold at heart I got heaps of time… one day the revenge is mine

For being so great and gracious and preaching against 666 for touching all those untapped bodies and reaching in your bag of tricks for being so extremely careful when seeding on virgin ground for being our guide and herdsman ‘cause here we lie safe and sound I got heaps of time… one day the revenge is mine

When All My Cards Are Played
When all my moves are made say will you be here when all my cards are played say will you be here come take me out tonight come take me out tonight and make that I won’t be sober when I die

When all my dreams are dreamt say will you be here when my reprieve is spent say will you be here come stay with me tonight come stay with me tonight and make that I won’t be lonely when I die

Believe in me tonight believe in me tonight make that I will be someone when I die

The Best Of You
We said we’d go all the way go the extra mile from rags to riches was the plan we said we’d never sleep before the break of dawn and we broke away and we broke the law

On days of rain on days of shade I feel this needle of pain that stings my heart every time I think of you on days of darkness days in black times are not coming back but in my head I’ll conserve the best of you

For “Wild Things” the time went by like a New York minute but we wanted all the whole nine yards so we swore we’re not giving in before we reach the top so and we lived the dream and we lived it up

On days of rain on days of shade I feel this needle of pain that stings my heart every time I think of you on days of darkness days in black times are not coming back but in my head I’ll conserve the best of you I’ll conserve the best of you

Never Say Die
Forty-four places in forty-five days ten thousand miles to go no time to break no time to rest senses on overload too many diehards on too many sides bigotry’s our disease folks die of hunger and beg for a drink as you wait here patiently

Hear what I say hear what I cry down on your knees oh never say die stand up today far far away a change is in sight for you and for me

Colorful dresses in white dinky parks the surface looks nice and clear homicide murder despite and deceit the present is reigned by fear desperate creatures where once was a land the soils are sour an dry mountains of weapons kill armies of hate resist in the nick of time

Hear what I say hear what I cry down on your knees oh never say die stand up today far far away a change is in sight for you and for me

No more correct no more polite it’s never too late wake up and unite stand up today far far away a change is in sight for you and for me


Comedown

Comedown

love and hate get it wrong she cut me right back down to size sleep the day let it fade who was there to take your placeno one knows never will mostly me but mostly you what do you say do you do when it all comes downcause i don’t want to come back down from this cloud it’s taken me all this time to find out what i need yeah no i don’t want to come back down from this cloud it’s taken me all this all this timethere is no blame only shame when you beg you just complain the more i come the more i try all police are paranoidso am i so’s the future so are you be a creature what do you say do you do when it all comes downcause i don’t want to come back down from this cloud it’s taken me all this time to find out what i need yeah yeah yeah i don’t want to come back down from this cloud it’s taken me all this all this time WHY CAN’T I Cut off the air that I breathe Turn off the lights that I see Plunge me in silence so deep Watch me as I fall asleepAnd here I go To a place unknownWhy can’t I Learn to see With open eyes Why can’t I Come here to hide When it’s high tide And I’m left behind Why can’t IOceans created of tears Use them to drown all your tears None of the edges are I’m invincible while I’m here And here I am In this place again Why can’t I Learn to see With open eyes Why can’t I Come here to hide When it’s high tide And I’m left behind Why can’t I ©Stephanie Blick / Martin Engler In My Darkest Hours I’d like to thank you sweet love it never felt so good I asked you to believe in me but never thought you would be with me when I’m breaking down and warm me for a while but nothing’s made forever no so kiss me dear before we say goodbye and today will stay forever in my mind on all my ways in all my darkest hours I’ll dream back here so say goodbye cause tonight will stay forever in my head for all my life on all those painful days I swear I won’t forget I’d like to thank you sweet love for your benignancy it’s been a while since starting now mostly it’s been a fight for me oh truly when I look at you I see the reason why I got to take the outbound bus so sing with me before we say goodbye


Voices Of Doom

Voices Of Doom

Here’s my confession † My true belief Look at me I am the living proof that end can mean relief I’m gracious but there’s something you should know You have large shoes to fill † So welcome to my freakshow Here in my netherworld I rule † Let all your manners disappear † Finally your duty’s come clear Sing to me † All you voices of doom † Come on sing to me † Let me hear the sound I like Cry for me † All you voices of doom † Come on sing to me You’re sweet perdition † I’m lunacy Look round ‘cause this is so different from what you thought you need I’m driven by 666 my dear No way back no way out † Been lost before you came here Here in my netherworld I rule † Let all your manners disappear † Finally your future’s come clear Sing to me † All you voices of doom † Come on sing to me † Let me hear the sound I like Cry for me † All you voices of doom † Come on sing to me Sing for me

Gothic Queen

Come cover me with comfort and keep watch when I sleep Don’t ask me for my causes † Still waters run deep This overwhelming sadness and this everlasting harm Won’t have a chance to catch me as I rest in your arms My gothic queen she said † Kill me with love † My gothic queen she said † I won’t survive this night Before the break of day † Fill me with love †My gothic queen she said Love me till I die Lead me into temptation † I didn’t come to resist Give healing for this bleeding heart p†I want it like this This overwhelming torture and this everlasting fear Won’t have the chance to break me ‘cause I’m strong when I’m here My gothic queen she said † Kill me with love † My gothic queen she said † I won’t survive this night Before the break of day † Fill me with love †My gothic queen she said Love me till I die Give healing for this bleeding heart † Give healing for this bleeding heart of mine Give healing for this bleeding heart † Give healing for this heart you broke tonight Give healing for this bleeding heart † I love you was the very last she said

Pain

I am begging for protection † I am praying but I find no quarter here I’m not ready yet I’m confused and so unhappy And I’m lonesome though you said I wouldn’t my dear Time for reflection † Take a gloomy view of life † Time for perfection And you talk things to death but you speak without saying why Pain † In my bond of love † Pain † Is what you’re dreaming of † Pain † But you’re never satisfied All you want is pain † Beloved enemy † Pain † To a high degree † Pain † Is that all you give tonight I am crying for good reasons † I am listening but I only hear a tirade It’s not over yet so it still demands an answer I’ll be burning because your fiend is here to stay Time for reflection † Take a gloomy view of life † Time for perfection And you talk things to death but you speak without saying why Pain † In my bond of love † Pain † Is what you’re dreaming of † Pain † But you’re never satisfied All you want is pain † Beloved enemy † Pain † To a high degree † Pain † Is that all you give tonight All you want is † All you give is † All I feel is † Pain

If I Fail

The sea is rough † The spindrift cold † The bridge is under fire The master left the sinking ship as waves were rising higher † Unbaptized † Unconverted Just a henchman on the verge of throwing high aims overboard to feed the surge But if I fail or if I fall † I’ll be aid and consolation † If I range or if I crawl † I will shelter you my love If I starve or if I sear † I’ll be faith and inspiration † Raise my hope and ease the fear † I’ll be there to back you up The sand like glow † The desert wide † The sun truncated brains The well dried up and thoughts are like a caravan in chains † Bedraggled and ahungered Just a traveler in search of confidence and devotion before it burns But if I fail or if I fall † I’ll be aid and consolation † If I range or if I crawl † I will shelter you my love If I starve or if I sear † I’ll be faith and inspiration † Raise my hope and ease the fear † I’ll be there to back you up A lightning strike on killing fields † The soil is soaked with blood A deafening burst † The smell of death and faces blurred with mud † Ingenuous † Blameless A peace seeker in the jam † But I’m stuck in here till judgment day on ruined land

Forgiven

Why do you talk when you should listen Why do you rape when you should pay Where do you stand when we’re assigned to good or bad May your sins be forgiven half an hour before the devil knows you’re dead May all your sins be forgiven before the devil knows you’re dead love Why do you plunge when you should stand up Why do you kill when you should praise What do they say those insane voices in your head May your soul arrive in heaven half an hour before the devil knows you’re dead May all your sins be forgiven before the devil knows you’re dead love May all your sins be forgiven before you’re dead and gone May all your sins be forgiven

Rest In Grace

A picture of you On Columbus Day A picture of you Full of joy full of life A smile on your face So beautiful And I don’t know how to go on but I’ll try Rest in peace † Rest in grace And the tears roll down my face You took my love and I’m left on my own You’re gone too soon or I’m too late You know that I can’t wait to be with you I’m counting the days Rest in grace I gaze at the skies Are you watching me Look over the things You collected over years I walk through your room It still smells of you And I don’t know where to move now so I will stay right here Rest in peace † Rest in grace And the tears roll down my face You took my love and I’m left on my own You’re gone too soon or I’m too late You know that I can’t wait to be with you I’m counting the days Rest in grace Every crash every low Every high every breakdown Every minute we shared was a great gift I know now You’ll be with me in everything I do Forever I’ll remember you

Trail Of Thorns

When heaven cries and days are grey and it’s hard to breathe When blossom’s red is fading black and summer leaves When songs of hope are whining low and moods go with the flow † It’s not the end it’s just a stage It’s not too late † Here’s your verve † you’ll get what you deserve Come light the dark around us † Come be our beacon shining bright Come light the dark around us † Believe me somewhere down the line Will come the day a star will rise and you’ll be out of reach When life’s a trail of thorns walk on and don’t you lose belief † Don’t you lose belief You know the rain you know the shade and promises In being left and being lone you’re a specialist When songs of hope are whining low † It’s time for you to know † This is the start of something great It’s not too late † No more hurt † So catch what you deserve Come light the dark around us † Come be our beacon shining bright Come light the dark around us † Believe me somewhere down the line Will come the day a star will rise and you’ll be out of reach When life’s a trail of thorns walk on and don’t you lose belief † Don’t you lose belief On this trail of thorns † Never lose belief

My Dear Recipe

From golden cups and silver spoons † More than weight is what you lose A beating heart and lovely skin † That’s the least you’re giving in † Aspiration in your eyes You’re offender and sacrifice † You’ll be famous for one day † I susurrate I want you to sigh for me † I want you to try for me † I want you to lie for me † I want you to steep I want you to sigh for me † I want you to fry for me † I want you to die for me My dear recipe The scent of herbage is in the air † You deserve my special care Arrange the trimmings and lift my mask † This goes far beyond their grasp † Decant the red wine Boost the heat † Oh no this dinner’s got no repeat † You and me we wanted this † A final kiss I want you to sigh for me † I want you to try for me † I want you to lie for me † I want you to steep I want you to sigh for me † I want you to fry for me † I want you to die for me † My dear recipe I want you to sigh for me † I want you to try for me † I want you to lie for me † I want you to steep I want you to sigh for me † I want you to fry for me † I want you to die for me Once you beat your meat That’s the way I love you † That’s the way I want you † That’s the way I’ll have you I like it crispy my dear

Torture Me

There is no prevarication and refugees can remigrate A sad world is strictly healing and my breed swims in love and not in hate But that’s just how you wish it would be † That’s just what you’re hoping for † Don’t wake me up Life’s deeper when I dream † Don’t you torture me † Don’t wake me up † You can’t hurt me when I sleep Don’t you torture me The last word is still unspoken and our skin is still unhurt Our depression on vacation and our hopes lie in wad and not in dirt But that’s just how you wish it would be † That’s just what you’re hoping for † Don’t wake me up Life’s deeper when I dream † Don’t you torture me † Don’t wake me up † You can’t hurt me when I sleep Don’t you torture me The big scars are not existent and our system is retrieved There is lowdown for the pilgrims ‘cause our god is a host and not a thief

Time To Go

It didn’t last much longer than the famous blink of an eye And all that’s left are memories and a feeble rest of life I make my peace and think of all those yesteryears we shared December daylight fades away the syringe is prepared My breath is getting shorter † My moves are getting slow † My light is turning pale † I know it’s time to go So join me for the last mile and stay here till the end I’m tired but I am scared now † Give me just a little strength No farewell in the hallway † Just hold me till I close my eyes leave from here A quiet room † Four tiled walls and people dressed in green I couldn’t tell if behind their masks they commiserate with me I turn my head † I see your tears as they’re sparkling in the light My body’s numb † Come give me some courageousness tonight My mind is turning slower † My heart is beating low † My lids are heavy-weight † I know it’s time to go So join me for the last mile and stay here till the end I’m tired but I am scared now † Give me just a little strength No farewell in the hallway † Just hold me till I close my eyes leave from here † I leave from here I’m just a little scared now † So stay with me till the end No farewell in the hallway † Just hold me till I close my eyes leave from here

Pain, Love & Poetry:

This Is The Day

I believe we belong to another place * I believe we resurge if we try * You and me we will see all the red lights in the dark * Such a beautiful shine round this beautiful heart * This is the day * We get away from torture * We get away from harm and rid of all our fears * This is the day we’re going down with pleasure * We pass away in love * Don’t be afraid my dear * I believe that you touch my insanity * I believe that I die in your arms * You and me oh we seem to have blessings in disguise * Such a beautiful tear in this beautiful eye * This is the day

The Last Waltz

I wanna wade your sea * I wanna name your source * I wanna touch your ceiling * I wanna change your course * I wanna turn your big wheel * I wanna shift your view * I wanna feel your last breath on my skin and leave with you * For a last waltz * Just before you go * A last waltz * And then you leave me I know * I’m gonna break your silence * I’m gonna shape your glance * I’m gonna train your motions yes I’ll do * I’ll make you dance * For a last waltz * Just before you go * A last waltz * And then you leave me I know * Come alive come close come here * Into my arms my dear * For a last waltz *

Teach Me To Love

I want you to hurt me * But it’s all just a shade of the dark * I’m afraid * Mourning rain * And the one I left behind * I want you to hurt me * But I don’t want to fall in mirage * Plastered grey * Frowning strength * But your faith is what I find * If you teach me to love * If you teach me to breath * I’ll paint the beauty * For all your needs * If you teach me to love * Promise you’ll be stronger then * And I’ll burn you with a love that never shades * I want you to hurt me * I’m a casualty of your touch * A pierced dove * All alone * With your crimson venting slow * I want you to hurt me * ‘Cause my pain has drifted away * Blinking calm * But I feel * Dust of salt from down below *

Sleeping My Day Away

Mumbling goodmorning & raising my head * A bad breath kiss to my pillow pet * I take a look at the day turns & stay in bed * Open my eyes when the day have died * I turned the world and I slept allright * Now my daymare is over I zip my shirt tight * Oh lord won’t you bless this night * From the pale lips of a youth who lay * I’m sleeping my day away * And when the night comes to the city I say: I’m sleeping my day away * Yeah! With my pale lips in the pillow I say: I’m sleeping my day away * After dark is the game I play * I’m sleeping my day away * When my dreams begin I’d be proud to be letting you in * With a smile on my face I guide our dreamboat in * So if you wanna travel along with me * You better sleep tight the rest of the day * You see I could be a sleeper it’s not rest I lack * ‚Cause I hit the sack when the suns coming back *

Bloodmoon

You are clean * You are sweet * You are all I ever wanted * Come to me * You are soft * You are so kind * You are all I ever needed * To feel precious and alive * I feel love and I feel high * How do you feel? I feel love * And love’s divine * Bloodmoon shine * Come and light me * Come melt away the day * Let me love you * Love you in every way * Before this night is over * I know that you’ll be mine * Do you see the Bloodmoon shine? No more tears * No more lies * No more waiting to exhale anytime * You are good * You are truth * You are all I ever wanted * Salvation from my ruth * I feel love and I feel high * How do you feel? I feel love * And love’s divine * Now you can see the bloodmoon shine *

Get Some Sleep

What would you do if I said I love you * Who would you trust if I told you lies * What would you do if I’d turn the tables * Where would you run if you’re running out of time * You’re running out of time * How would you feel if I said I hate you * What would you dream if you’d get some sleep * Who would you blame if the world would listen * What would you change if a change was all you need * A change was all you need * What would you ask if I had the answers * What you paint if it all turned grey * What would you think if you’re mind was open * Where would you end if it’d end today?

Planet Shame

Don’t tell me what it means to bet the madman * Don’t tell me how it feels to be so hurt * Don’t tell me what it takes to lead an empire (as I know) * And I’ll keep for me how life looks with your face down in the dirt * On planet shame * Don’t tell me how it feels to be forgiven * Don’t tell me what it means to be so blessed * Don’t tell me how I’ll die and get to heaven (as I won’t) * And I’ll keep for me how love feels once you had it with the best * On planet shame * No more tears will blur the sun *

Life Hates You

Seven seconds like seven days * Time doesn’t pass at all * It’s all the same * When love has gone * The fear remains * Nowhere to lay your head down * When it rains * And you wait for conclusion * And the end of your days * Every heartbeat is wasted * For a lifetime betrayed * Where was your part of fortune * From your angle of view * Life hates you * And everything you do * Life hates you * But you hate this life too * A picture frame full of deceit * An empty bed * An empty scene * When love has gone * The void remains * Nobody you can turn to * When it pains * And you wait for the daylight * And you feel incomplete * You wallow in self-pity * And you choke when you eat * Where was your part of romance * From your angle of view * Life hates you * No matter what you do * Life hates you * But you hate this life too * A lonely shell, a lonely home * A mess inside your mind * You’re so alone * Love has gone * The flavour stayed * The flavour of a life * And all those brighter better days * And you read all those poems * They describe what you feel * Oh you wish you’d be stronger * You wish you’d be healed * Where was your part of fortune * Nothing left to renew * Where was your part of romance * No you don’t have a clue * Where was your part of existence * From your angle of view * Life hates you *

Somewhere Else Than Here

She’s got the sway * She’s got the fun * She’s got the smile and the angel face * She’s got the sun * No, I don’t feel warm at all * * She’s got the blaze * She’s got the ken * She’s got the strength and anyway * She’s got the plan * No, I don’t feel led at all * No, I don’t feel led * If this is love * Come on slay me * If this is love * I would rather not be here * If this is life * It ain’t worth the tears we cry * To suffer want * To suffocate until we die * To suffocate until we die * She’s got the tricks * She’s got the crown * She’s got my faith and my belief * And she lets me down * No, I don’t feel caught at all * No, I don’t feel caught * If this is love * Come on slay me * If this is love * Only one romance * Only one gun * Only one bullet * Only one… Only one letdown * The first and the last * Only one… * If this is love * I would rather be somewhere else than here * It ain’t worth the tears we cry until we die * I would rather be somewhere else than here * I aint’ worth to suffer want for all your life *

Burn Me

Here comes the sun * And I am freezing * Here comes the sun * I’m in the shade * Here comes the crime * And I’m the victim * Here comes the truth * There goes my fudge * I want your light to pain me * I want your strength to make my day * I want your beam to melt my mind * Before the dawn * Burn me * Here comes the sun * And I’m defenceless * Here comes the sun * And I undress * Here comes the joy * And I’m addicted * Here comes my healing * There goes disease *

Pain Machine

I’m wearing your dress * I walk in your shoes * I’m humming your favourites * I’m making your moves * I’m breathing your grace * I handle with care * I talked to your neighbour * I said you ain’t there * Well, I’m here to shed your blood * I’m here to rip your heart in two * Well, I came to hear you scream * I came to make my peace with you * That’s why * Pain machine * I’m living your lie * I’m proving you’re real * I sign with your lipstick * Your part of the deal * I call the police * I’m closing your eyes * I’m washing your hands clean and switch off your light *


Temple Of The Torn:

Temple Of The Torn

This is for all those somber moments * It’s for all those well ignored * It’s for all their lost dimensions * And for those who don’t try it no more * Welcome to the temple of the torn (This must be heaven then) * Welcome to the temple of eternal love (Just like heaven then) * It’s ‘bout voices you don’t hear yet * It’s ‘bout suffering lonesome minds * But I preach to the converted * As I know you’ll be down there tonight * Welcome to the temple of the torn *

In My Heart

I still count every minute * Every look in your eyes * Every time that you’re with me * Every kiss, every night * Give me hope for my mission * And support on my way * We’ll be living in clover once we get over the dark and cloudy days * You’re in my heart * You’re in my spine * You’re in my head * You’re in my lungs * And when I die * I’ll be waiting for you * To be with me * You’re in my skies * You’re in my sun * You’re in my tears * You’re in my doom * And when I’m gone * I’ll be hoping that you * Will be with me * You’re a reason to live on * Even after this life * One’s to short for what we share * So we’re living it twice * You’ll be queen of my empire * You’ll be glory and shine * We’ll be in this together * Married forever * Until the end of time * So I’m in love * Where are you? * You’re in my heart * You’re in my spine * You’re in my head * You’re in my lungs * And when I die * I’ll be waiting for you * To be with me * You’re in my skies * You’re in my sun * You’re in my tears * You’re in my doom * And when I’m gone * I’ll be hoping that you * Will be with me * So give me everything you want to give to me * And tell me everything you want to say to me * Just love me anyway you like ‘cause anyway you’re right here in my heart *

Just because I love you

You cried your dream in a big white pillow * You burned the bridge for a way back home * You sold your sin to a place called heaven * You searched for grit in a pile of stones * You’re all I want * You’re all I need * But I can’t share you * Allay my love * Allay my greed * But in my arms she died * And her heart stopped beating here * Right here next to mine * Oh yes she died * With her eyes wide open * Why? Just because I love you * You saved it all for this one good minute * You smelled a rat when they looked at you * You broke the spell with a word in silence * You shared your gold with the only true * You’re all I want * You’re all I need * But I can’t share you * Allay my love * Allay my greed * But in my arms she died * And her heart stopped beating here * Right here next to mine * Oh yes she died * With her eyes wide open * Why? Oh why? Just because I love you *

My-Sick-Mind-TV

I can get no sleep I can’t see the light I can’t stop the itch I can’t temporize * I can’t heal myself I can’t stop the greed I can’t sympathize I can’t love *So do you really want to change with me? * Come walk in my shoes for a little while * And sink in my pain * Come walk in my shoes for a little while * You’re welcome to my brain * Hear what I hear * See what I see * On My-Sick-Mind-TV * You don’t want to be me * I can’t rest in peace I can’t change the world I can’t stop the jones I can’t say those words * I can be no good I can’t stop to scream I can bring you down I can’t smile * So do you really want to change with me? * Come walk in my shoes for a little while * And sink in my pain * Come walk in my shoes for a little while * You’re welcome to my brain * Hear what I hear * See what I see * On My-Sick-Mind-TV * You don’t want to be me *